And cleaning... never ending... I am very bad at it. I never learned to stay in order with things arround me, it's just not in my nature.
Well, look what I found upstairs ! My beautiful Tarot deck ! The edition is called "Tarot de Paris" and the author is J.Philip Thomas. I bought them more than year ago. I loved them from first sight, they are so amazing ! They are inspired by the most magical place in the world - Paris. I love Paris. I walked through Paris touching history, art and magic. It is my magical spot on this side of life. I lived in Paris for 6 months and was traveling through France in many occasions discovering incredible places and wonderful people attached to them... I had a beautiful time there... And I always wanted to learn to read cards, they are still "calling me", I was trying few times but just didn't find enough time or possibility for meditations... It may be one of my New Year's resolutions :)



And here are my other findings... I was always cutting off and keeping things that somehow touched my soul or attracted me because of colors or shapes... I had plenty but cleaned out almost 3 years ago when I started to be Mum and had to concentrate on this new task. But still I find something here or there...



And I found as well my old Diary. First entry dated on December 2004, the last in 2007, soon after when my baby boy was born. Fun to read. I can't believe what I was thinking back then in 2005... Five years on I understand how much we change and how life presses and pushes us to finaly give us some shape. I still feel like a piece of clay without shape and it really feels good because there is so many things to look for, to try,to learn. Here is first page of my old Diary. I feel It could be good for this New Year too, but 5 years on the meaning is so diffrent for me.
The words by Simone de Beauvoir mean : We are not born women, we become women". The words by Phil Bosmans mean : In the end of each day you should put dote, turn the page and start again.
(Sorry if I didn't put it right, I am not very good at it)

I wish you all many positive discoverings in the end of 2009.











































